i'm writing this from a touch phone. it's that important to me. and it is. i won't sleep until i clear this up. boys, i love you. i miss you every day. please re-read my oregon letter. but this time, know that i'm hating on myself. not on you. never on you. these misunderstandings hurt me deeply. please come to me next time you think i'm finished with you. as far as i'm concerned, i'll never be finished. i love you guys. always. please text me on my cousin's phone when you're done with this. i have more to say. i love you.